Some weeks I feel like I am on a treadmill, and I can’t get off.  I am exhausted, but I have to keep going – otherwise it could get dangerous.  It is weeks like this that I just focus on getting off the treadmill safely.  Making sure I do the things I absolutely must do, while putting the other things aside.  Because seriously – what else can you really do when you are on a treadmill, except walk.  Trying to balance something on your head at the same time is just plain crazy.

Last week I got some very sad news.  A former boss of mine was in a horrible tragic accident.  I won’t go into details, but basically his life was cut short when he made a terrible mistake.  He was a father, a grandfather, and a leader.  People looked up to him.  He was a very good listener, and gave lots of good advice.  I worked for him when I was pregnant with my first child – and I remember the day that I told him I was pregnant.  He was so happy for me, he had this sparkle in his eye – he was looking forward to grandchildren.  A few years later, he got that gift.  If only he had lived long enough to retire, and spend more time with them.

When I came back from maternity leave, he was the first person I told about my decision to cut back.  I couldn’t work the hours I had worked before my daughter was born.  I wanted to work part-time, and I was willing to move to another team to find the balance I needed.  It was shortly after we had that conversation that I found a group that was willing to take me part-time.  I knew he felt a little like I had let him down.  I could see it in his face.  I had a team of people who counted on me, but I needed to focus on my family.  We parted ways, but things were never the same.  The last conversation I had with him was a few months ago.  He wanted me to talk to someone on his team that had kids, and needed more balance in their life.  He said he thought that I could really help this woman.  What was interesting to me is that he never stopped thinking of me in that way – I have been working full-time again for years now.  I certainly don’t feel that I am the poster child for balance anymore, but it works for me.  I am extremely productive at work, and at home – and with technology these days, it is amazing how much work I can fit in.  I never got the chance to tell him that all I really needed was a break.  I had to slow down for a few years – but I came back, with more energy than ever.

I leave you with a recipe that doesn’t take a ton of energy to put together.  This recipe from Cooking Light is just about as simple as it gets.  With an immersion blender, you just bought yourself even less time and energy.  When you are on that treadmill, you need a good healthy home cooked meal – and it doesn’t get much better than this.  Be careful out there…one wrong move is all it takes – particularly when you are balancing on that treadmill.  The goal is to have a nice steaming bowl of healthy soup when you get off, and someone to share it with.

Ingredients

• 3 cups unsalted chicken stock
• 1 3/4 cups broccoli florets, coarsely chopped (about 8 ounces)
• 1 cup diced yellow onion
• 1/2 cup chopped carrot
• 3/8 teaspoon salt
• 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
• 2  garlic cloves, minced
• 3/4 cup half-and-half
• 4 ounces shredded reduced-fat extra-sharp cheddar cheese, divided
• 1/4 cup fresh flat-leaf parsley leaves